I will always remember a scythian empire
January 30, 2010
The hiatus from here has been long overdue, somehow it seems that the more eventfully purposeful my life has become i can’t seem to come here to tell and write to myself just how great life has been come 2010.
It’s apparent that my elation of utter intense happiness has emerged from me finally filling the only void in my life that i’ve whined about way too often, that’ i’ve probably will still take time to fully understand and appreciate. Even up till now i find it a little crazy, but i nowhere ashamed or afraid to say that i do think that i am in love and i’m just glad that its not a one way street down a long and winding road.
It’s hard to describe the refreshing energy that has been imbued into me over the past couple of months. I finally feel that satisfaction of accomplishment, of academic excellence, work satisfaction and of course personal fulfillment.It’s rather like i’ve grown satisfied to a point just above an apparent comfort zone, put it this way, i’m working and studying enough to feel pushed and stressed at times, yet there’s still a refuge of space for me to indulge in other preferences in life.
I’m also going to get a new tattoo.
Honestly i’ve deliberated about this for a long time, and to me it feels right to get it even though i’ve strayed far away enough from what i’ve been born and bred into. At least now i promise myself that i would go there once a month, not as any obligation towards it but rather it’s a small step in going back towards something i’ve left way too far behind.
When i look at it i just want it to remind me that no matter where i head, all the trials and tribulations i face, there will always be someone to watch and guide away from astray. The decisions i make are my own, but i appreciate the idea of someone i can turn to at the back of heart and in the depths of my mind.
With a conclude, life is good.
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