Archive for February 7th, 2010
Blind-easy
I’ll attempt with no sworn resolution to try to have at least a single weekly input here, just as a means to resolve and recap everything that has happened over the course of time.
Strangely enough a compliment that people have given to me over the course of the last month has been that of seeing me happy,like truly happy.
And I wouldn’t deny any of that.
Whether they mouth it in the context of the exact words themselves, a hint of a smile or even a little mockery that is often a daily association with my life, it’s good to know that my happiness rubs off well on those close to me.
To me, this is not a feeling of relief, but rather a sense of being complete for once in my life. Complete in knowing that i am able to conjure up words, songs and expressions as a depiction of just how i feel, it seems that the part of me has been let loose from all the strangles that choked the emotions in but a suffocating void.
For the best part of the past 3 years of my life, i questioned me and my friends theory by which “there’s always someone out there for you”, in truth i never really believed any of that, for the fact of the matter that nothing in life falls into place without you doing anything about it. Just like God doesn’t magically take your fever away after you pray in your supposed tongues.
I’m just thankful that for once things turn out the way i wanted it to, and i guess in that sense it’s gonna make me not take things for granted now that it’s been a given.
Sidetrack.
I’m still waiting for John Mayer to come.I’m deliberating on whether to go for placebo.
I’m attending more concerts this year than i probably have in the past 5. I haven’t been to a club since my birthday.
I have a way too crazy an appetite/ weight-loss gain metabolic rate, if that’s even how one would associate it with gaining 2 kg over a week, but being able to lose it in effectively 3 days from then.
You know at the moment there’s nothing much left to say, it’s best to get off when there are too many distractions in place.
I always think placebo has many hidden tracks that i only ever realise on a random playlist in my ipod.
i’m an eyesight to the blind
-Soapfat
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